Heh. So I went to college. And I came back.
Can't wait to get back to Lesley University. Even if I did have to sleep on the floor of mouse-infested White Hall.
I'm worried. Like, more than usual. About a week and a half ago, My fiancee Beau approached me with a favor/question. IT went something like this.
Beau: So, I have this friend.
Me: Yeah?
Beau: His name's Peter. He's tall, long black hair, parents from Crete.
Me: Yes?
Beau: He doesn't know whether or not he's Bisexual.
Me:...uh-huh...
Beau: Can I help him find out?
And stupid me, I said "Sure, why not? Anything to help out a buddy."
I've been a trainwreck since then. Fuckin' moron, I am.
I'm not so much worried about this guy at all... But I'm worried that Beau will either wind up with an admirer or he'll lose interest in me. As much as he claims he won't, Sex has a way of changing the minds of men. (Anemone, haven't we discussed this before?) And so, everytime I'm not with Beau, I think, "It's happening... oh god, they're having sex. Right now." And I start thinking what's the worst that could happen.
Bitch.
I am wondering if I can take this... Beau and I are going to different colleges, in 2 different countries. He's supposedly coming with me to my house for Christmas.... providing the Sex doesn't fuck things up.
Wow... that Pun was terrible.
Wait... does this mean I can pick some random person, and fuck them? I could do it.... but will I? Prolly not... But I dunno yet.
Beau and I... I love Beau more than words can describe. If anything happened to him and I (him or I works too), I dunno what I would do.
We shall see... I'm going to Virginia to visit my Uncle and my Grandmother tonight. So, au revior, mes amis.
Oh, and a Special Note:
Anemone, you are NOT a bad person. And you are NOT creepy. you are adorable, and an angel. I see it, and I'm sure LilMan does too. As does everyone else around you.
An additional special note:
I NEED A NEW KEYBOARD. (electronic piano)
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2 comments:
i really dont know what to say the fact you posted something like that on the internet or the fact that you worried for me which is really sweet, and you know i will try and get enough money to spend xmas with you , and well you know what happened with ym server because i spent all those wonderful moments speaking with you so now you know and you know that if peter does begin to admire me , i will never love anyone else but you , for god sake we are engaged i see that as a contract of love that cannot be gone out of as honour is in-built in my family , i love you Vladdie and you know i do.
lots of love
Beau
and nice title
allo.
i think everything is a o.k.
sex is odd, yeah, we have discussed it.
we talk too much methinks ;]
p.s. he still hasnt said anything to me and your doing your bento box's and im dying so i thought id check your blog.
yeahhhh.
i hope i didnt mess things up. ]=
i lub you.
haha. :D yerrr a babe.
-anemone
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