Okay, the dream happened again.
Correction, the nightmare happened again. If it wasn't a nightmare before, it sure as hell is now.
This time BigBoi did kiss me. It felt good, and so did he. Then we proceeded to make passionate sex on that bed. Then, after he had finished, he rolled over onto his back, and I roll ontop of him. I smile playfully, and purr. He growls, and I am confused by it.
Then he bites my neck.
Not Playfully. It hurt. It bled.
Yeah, BigBoi was a vampire. And he was drinking me dry.
I shake and I struggle, and then I cease all movement, and the color fades from my lifeless hand (which is all I can see at this point. The rest is obscured by BigBoi)
Alrighty, so. My nightmare is getting worse. Should I come out and tell him?
I think I should. It will help this situation, I think. I came to that conclusion when I had a long talk with Li'l Christ (another BFFL) She tried to help me analyze this, but in the end, maybe this is just telling me that I need to open up about my feelings, or I'll get punished.
I don't know. But I'll deal with this tomorrow.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
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