Sunday, March 23, 2008

a Premonition?

Alrighty, so. I was lying on my bed, when all of a sudden, I get this full body shiver, and everything blacks out, and I have a dream in this dream: I'm about 10 years older, in a nice house in the suburbs. I'm driving a mini-van, and picking up 3 kids from soccer. 2 of them are white, and one was black. The white ones were twins, with blue eyes and light brown hair with red streaks in the front. They looked like miniature Beau's. The black one, looked like me. but rounder and cuter. And they were all calling me Daddy.

Is this the future for me? I actually kinda hope it is. Because I want 3 sons in the future. Artificial Insemination is the way it will probably go down. Unless... Unless we find the perfect children to adopt... Which prolly won't be likely...

I am a fan of adoption, yeah, but I'm starting to see a trend in what happens when people get adopted... the child turns into a "wild child." Often, they have issues with lying, stealing, and other stuff... So, I'd rather the baby be ours.

God... what if this happens? I really hope.. that I'm ready for it. And I hope Beau is too... Since I told him this premonition, we've been discussing it. I think in 15 years, we'd be ready for it... but...

Goddamn, this is really a scary premonition. But it's sweet too.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

It may be a scary thought but dont worry , we will be ready when that time comes i hope ^_^